{"id":159,"date":"2020-04-24T21:53:00","date_gmt":"2020-04-24T21:53:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/?p=159"},"modified":"2026-05-24T19:19:41","modified_gmt":"2026-05-24T19:19:41","slug":"acil-sifalar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/2020\/04\/24\/acil-sifalar\/","title":{"rendered":"acil \u015fifalar."},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131ndan s\u0131zd\u0131lar<br \/>\naral\u0131k kalm\u0131\u015f neresi varsa hayat\u0131m\u0131n.<br \/>\nb\u00fcnyede bast\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f ne kadar isyan varsa oradan.<br \/>\ndaha asitli bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7in dilek tutuyorum \u015fark\u0131lara.<br \/>\ns\u0131rada ki benim \u015fans\u0131ma diyorum, haberler ba\u015fl\u0131yor birden.<br \/>\nbenden hazin bi\u00e7imde bahseden&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>kumsallar\u0131n istenmeyen ka\u00e7 kum tanesi varsa;<br \/>\n\u00f6nde gideniyim, her tazyikli ak\u0131\u015fta.<\/p>\n<p>zayii makam\u0131nda bestelenmi\u015f yaz\u0131lar kald\u0131 avluda.<br \/>\ngitme diye yalan bile s\u00f6ylerim.<br \/>\nyerini s\u00f6ylerim ne saklam\u0131\u015fsam kal diye.<br \/>\nbu yaz\u0131 serin tutal\u0131m diye \u00e7\u0131plak tenlerde.<br \/>\ngece yar\u0131s\u0131 tatl\u0131 bir so\u011fukluk olsun diye her sevi\u015fme.<br \/>\naram\u0131zdaki her \u00fcryan geli\u015fme&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>hem gidenedir bu \u015fiir.<br \/>\nhem gelecek olana.<br \/>\no da biraz oyalan\u0131p gider nas\u0131lsa.<\/p>\n<p>hep haberler ba\u015flayacak biliyorum.<br \/>\nhangi \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 se\u00e7sem \u015fans\u0131ma.<\/p>\n<p>\u015fimdi \u015fifa niyetine giriyorum sulara.<br \/>\nmavisine de\u011fil denizin.<br \/>\nsade tuzuna&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>y\u0131lmaz erdo\u011fan<br \/>\n&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><em>derdin kederin i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, ac\u0131larla yo\u011frulup, art\u0131k bir \u015feylere \u00fcz\u00fclmekten bile yorulmu\u015f birisine \u2018huzurlu\u2019 bir mutluluk g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istedim\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>engel oldular, bariyer kurdular.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00fcst\u00fcnden atlar, alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7eriz, bir \u015fekil hallederiz dedim\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>g\u00fcc\u00fc yetmedi, b\u0131rakmad\u0131lar.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>tutunacak bir s\u00fcr\u00fc dal, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yaslay\u0131p g\u00fc\u00e7 alacak bin tane omuzum vard\u0131.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc derde, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131ya d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>ikimiz bir idik, hi\u00e7 olduk.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>sahiplik ekleri, isim soy isime, g\u00fclerek an\u0131lan hat\u0131ralar\u00a0 kedere, denk gelinen foto\u011fraflar ise \u2018art\u0131k\u2019 ac\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>geriye fiyakal\u0131 bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve yorgun bir surat kald\u0131.\u00a0<\/em><strong><em><\/p>\n<p>nisan 2020, beyo\u011flu<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131ndan s\u0131zd\u0131lar aral\u0131k kalm\u0131\u015f neresi varsa hayat\u0131m\u0131n. b\u00fcnyede bast\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f ne kadar isyan varsa oradan. daha asitli bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7in dilek tutuyorum \u015fark\u0131lara. s\u0131rada ki benim \u015fans\u0131ma diyorum, haberler 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