{"id":159,"date":"2020-04-24T21:53:00","date_gmt":"2020-04-24T21:53:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/?p=159"},"modified":"2026-05-25T11:50:05","modified_gmt":"2026-05-25T11:50:05","slug":"acil-sifalar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/2020\/04\/24\/acil-sifalar\/","title":{"rendered":"acil \u015fifalar."},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131ndan s\u0131zd\u0131lar<br \/>\naral\u0131k kalm\u0131\u015f neresi varsa hayat\u0131m\u0131n.<br \/>\nb\u00fcnyede bast\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f ne kadar isyan varsa oradan.<br \/>\ndaha asitli bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7in dilek tutuyorum \u015fark\u0131lara.<br \/>\ns\u0131rada ki benim \u015fans\u0131ma diyorum, haberler ba\u015fl\u0131yor birden.<br \/>\nbenden hazin bi\u00e7imde bahseden&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>kumsallar\u0131n istenmeyen ka\u00e7 kum tanesi varsa;<br \/>\n\u00f6nde gideniyim, her tazyikli ak\u0131\u015fta.<\/p>\n<p>zayii makam\u0131nda bestelenmi\u015f yaz\u0131lar kald\u0131 avluda.<br \/>\ngitme diye yalan bile s\u00f6ylerim.<br \/>\nyerini s\u00f6ylerim ne saklam\u0131\u015fsam kal diye.<br \/>\nbu yaz\u0131 serin tutal\u0131m diye \u00e7\u0131plak tenlerde.<br \/>\ngece yar\u0131s\u0131 tatl\u0131 bir so\u011fukluk olsun diye her sevi\u015fme.<br \/>\naram\u0131zdaki her \u00fcryan geli\u015fme&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>hem gidenedir bu \u015fiir.<br \/>\nhem gelecek olana.<br \/>\no da biraz oyalan\u0131p gider nas\u0131lsa.<\/p>\n<p>hep haberler ba\u015flayacak biliyorum.<br \/>\nhangi \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 se\u00e7sem \u015fans\u0131ma.<\/p>\n<p>\u015fimdi \u015fifa niyetine giriyorum sulara.<br \/>\nmavisine de\u011fil denizin.<br \/>\nsade tuzuna&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>y\u0131lmaz erdo\u011fan<br \/>\n&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><em>derdin kederin i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, ac\u0131larla yo\u011frulup, art\u0131k bir \u015feylere \u00fcz\u00fclmekten bile yorulmu\u015f birisine \u2018huzurlu\u2019 bir mutluluk g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istedim\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>engel oldular, bariyer kurdular.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00fcst\u00fcnden atlar, alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7eriz, bir \u015fekil hallederiz dedim\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>g\u00fcc\u00fc yetmedi, b\u0131rakmad\u0131lar.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>tutunacak bir s\u00fcr\u00fc dal, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yaslay\u0131p g\u00fc\u00e7 alacak bin tane omuzum vard\u0131.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc derde, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131ya d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>ikimiz bir idik, hi\u00e7 olduk.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>sahiplik ekleri, isim soy isime, g\u00fclerek an\u0131lan hat\u0131ralar\u00a0 kedere, denk gelinen foto\u011fraflar ise \u2018art\u0131k\u2019 ac\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>geriye fiyakal\u0131 bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve yorgun bir surat kald\u0131.\u00a0<\/em><strong><em><\/p>\n<p>nisan 2020, beyo\u011flu<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131ndan s\u0131zd\u0131lar aral\u0131k kalm\u0131\u015f neresi varsa hayat\u0131m\u0131n. b\u00fcnyede bast\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f ne kadar isyan varsa oradan. daha asitli bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7in dilek tutuyorum \u015fark\u0131lara. s\u0131rada ki benim \u015fans\u0131ma diyorum, haberler ba\u015fl\u0131yor birden. benden hazin bi\u00e7imde bahseden&#8230; kumsallar\u0131n istenmeyen ka\u00e7 kum tanesi varsa; \u00f6nde gideniyim, her tazyikli ak\u0131\u015fta. zayii makam\u0131nda bestelenmi\u015f yaz\u0131lar kald\u0131 avluda. gitme diye yalan [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":193,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[14,13,15],"class_list":["post-159","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yazilar","tag-acil-sifalar","tag-siir","tag-yilmaz-erdogan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/159","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=159"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/159\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":277,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/159\/revisions\/277"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=159"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=159"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=159"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}