{"id":24,"date":"2017-02-06T00:08:28","date_gmt":"2017-02-06T00:08:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/?p=24"},"modified":"2026-05-24T19:23:15","modified_gmt":"2026-05-24T19:23:15","slug":"saat-kac-zaman-hic-icim-tas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/2017\/02\/06\/saat-kac-zaman-hic-icim-tas\/","title":{"rendered":"saat ka\u00e7 ? zaman hi\u00e7, i\u00e7im ta\u015f."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u2018boom pam &#8211; boom pam\u2019 e\u015fli\u011finde okuman\u0131z \u00f6nerilir.\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/t.umblr.com\/redirect?z=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DVh-iGqWOtNU&amp;t=NjQxMmUxZjFiZGUzNDhiMjg4ZWQyMDM5MzgwOGU2NThlNzA4ZTVhMCxNdW1SVEQ0RA%3D%3D&amp;b=t%3AvYFjbhQp4dsnycoJw17QbA&amp;p=http%3A%2F%2Fatmosfercokguzel.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F156893072308%2Fsaat-ka%C3%A7-zaman-hi%C3%A7-i%C3%A7im-ta%C5%9F&amp;m=1\">(link)<\/a><\/p>\n<figure class=\"tmblr-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/68.media.tumblr.com\/ef0fc71a6396525d101cd8a37d745812\/tumblr_inline_okynewFTcC1qh5qzs_540.jpg\" \/><\/figure>\n<p>d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem tekrardan akl\u0131ma gelir diye not almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m c\u00fcmleler\u2026 hepsini unuttum. bu yaz\u0131 en uzun yaz\u0131m olsun. bu yaz da en g\u00fczel yaz olsun\u2026 olur mu ? zor.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00f6nce egoyu bi tazeleyelim; ben harikay\u0131m, sen enkaz.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>kime dokunsak alt\u0131ndan enkaz \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. hikayeyi dinleyince kendini jiletleyesin gelir, o bi\u00e7im. sanki biz g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcz gibi enteresan tepkiler. herkesin kendi de\u011fer yarg\u0131s\u0131 kendine\u2026<\/p>\n<p>bana bu k\u00fclfet yeter, benim y\u00fck\u00fcm bana a\u011f\u0131r arkada\u015f. yeni bi duygusal olu\u015fum i\u00e7in illa \u00fcz\u00fclmek mi laz\u0131m ? bu senaryoda her g\u00fcn rak\u0131 i\u00e7memiz gerekiyor. h\u00e2lbuki ben hep birlikte makarina oynar\u0131z diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. yan\u0131ld\u0131m m\u0131 ?<\/p>\n<p>her\u015fey bi plan \u00e7er\u00e7evesinde geli\u015fsin istiyorsak, bir de b plan\u0131m\u0131z olmal\u0131. yani senin galaksinde kurdu\u011fun y\u0131ld\u0131z d\u00fczeni, benim galaksimdekilerle e\u015fle\u015fmiyor olabilir. ne yapacaks\u0131n ? sevilmek varken, sava\u015facakm\u0131y\u0131z ? \u0131\u015f\u0131n k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131 ve ince bileklerim. hmm\u2026 sava\u015fmayal\u0131m, sevilmeyelim de. dural\u0131m \u00f6yle, protesto olsun. en g\u00fczeli b\u00f6yle, ama tek s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 zaman.<\/p>\n<p>dinledi\u011fimiz t\u00fcm \u015fark\u0131larda bi duygusal kayg\u0131 var. kulakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in do\u011fal olarak bizlerde de bi kayg\u0131 olu\u015fuyor, acaba mutlu olamayacak m\u0131y\u0131m ? yahu neden mutlu olamayas\u0131n be insan! prangalar\u0131 b\u0131rak, sana a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k yapan her\u015feyi b\u0131rak. y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc hafiflet, bi r\u00fczgar\u0131 hisset. hi\u00e7 kimsey\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmadan git bi sahil g\u00f6ren \u00e7imenlerde otur. al termosunu yan\u0131na, denizi izle. hangi y\u00f6ne ak\u0131yor ? mart\u0131lar\u0131n karn\u0131 a\u00e7 m\u0131 ? yada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn mart\u0131lar ger\u00e7ekten simit seviyor mu yoksa a\u00e7 olduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in mi yiyorlar ?<\/p>\n<p>\u2018insanlar sohbet etmiyor, kendinden bahsediyor\u2019 son zamanlarda ki en g\u00fczel betimlemelerden birisi. kimse ya\u015famal\u0131k arkada\u015f aram\u0131yor, kendini anlatabilece\u011fi birileri laz\u0131m. \u2018hmm, hadi ya\u2019 gibi standart tepkilerle yakla\u015f\u0131k 10 saat size kendini ve -kendince- dertlerini anlat\u0131r insanlar olduk. peki nas\u0131l b\u00f6yle olduk ? bu h\u00e2le nas\u0131l geldik ? cevap basit, sosyal medya. her an\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131yoruz, foto\u011fraf koymak, hikaye eklemek, checkin yapmak yetmiyormu\u015f gibi bir de \u015fimdi canl\u0131 yay\u0131na ba\u015flad\u0131k. giderek dijitalle\u015fiyoruz. ba\u015fka k\u0131yafetleri g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e kendi k\u0131yafetlerimizi be\u011fenmeyi\u015fimiz gibi, ba\u015fka insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e kendimizi kas\u0131yoruz. iyice egoist insanlar olduk. yani sosyal medya hesab\u0131 olupta ben egoist de\u011filim diyenin herkesten \u00e7ok egoist oldu\u011funu ispatlayabilirim. egoyla do\u011fru orant\u0131da ya\u015fam\u0131n kalitesi de d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. kimse ger\u00e7ek de\u011fil, herkes tiyatro sanatc\u0131s\u0131. yapay mimikler e\u015fli\u011finde ne kadar ger\u00e7ek olabiliriz ? \u2018yang\u0131n yerinde orkideler\u2019 var \u015fehir tiyatrolar\u0131nda, selfie yapmaktan f\u0131rsat bulursan\u0131z bi gidin. \u00e7ok g\u00fczel betimlemi\u015fler.<\/p>\n<p>sana sevdi\u011fin \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 soran insan\u0131 bul ve sonra evlen.<\/p>\n<p>bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 bitirelim, \u015fark\u0131 da bitti \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. bir daha aray\u0131 bu kadar a\u00e7may\u0131z.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u2018boom pam &#8211; boom pam\u2019 e\u015fli\u011finde okuman\u0131z \u00f6nerilir.\u00a0(link) d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem tekrardan akl\u0131ma gelir diye not almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m c\u00fcmleler\u2026 hepsini unuttum. bu yaz\u0131 en uzun yaz\u0131m olsun. bu yaz da en g\u00fczel yaz olsun\u2026 olur mu ? zor. \u00f6nce egoyu bi tazeleyelim; ben harikay\u0131m, sen enkaz. kime dokunsak alt\u0131ndan enkaz \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. hikayeyi dinleyince kendini jiletleyesin gelir, o bi\u00e7im. 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