{"id":28,"date":"2017-07-31T00:09:31","date_gmt":"2017-07-31T00:09:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/?p=28"},"modified":"2026-05-24T19:22:24","modified_gmt":"2026-05-24T19:22:24","slug":"hic-net-degilsiniz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/2017\/07\/31\/hic-net-degilsiniz\/","title":{"rendered":"hi\u00e7 net de\u011filsiniz."},"content":{"rendered":"

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baz\u0131 anlar ani geli\u015fir, ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131rs\u0131n. bu ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakma olay\u0131 her zaman do\u011fru se\u00e7enek gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmesede yinede en k\u00f6t\u00fc se\u00e7enek de say\u0131lmaz. hayat\u0131m\u0131n son d\u00f6nemlerinde, bilin\u00e7alt\u0131mda oldu\u011fum ki\u015fiyi-as\u0131l fikirlerimi, ger\u00e7ek hayata uyarlamaya-entegre etmeye dair \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 net olarak uygulamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. nas\u0131l ki\u00a0\u2018\u00e7\u00f6mle\u011fi\u2019 ayakta tutan d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki \u015fekil de\u011fil i\u00e7indeki bo\u015fluk ise bende onu baz ald\u0131m. i\u00e7imdeki bo\u015fluklar\u0131 kabullenip beraber ya\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. hi\u00e7 bir endi\u015fem, gelece\u011fe dair hi\u00e7 bi kayg\u0131m yok. hayat\u0131m\u0131n bu k\u0131sm\u0131na bi soundtrack ad\u0131yorum; Tony Gatlif\u2019in \u2018Transylvania\u2019 filminden – Promesse<\/p>\n

bu seviyeye nas\u0131l geldim ? yada nas\u0131l d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ? varolu\u015fsal sorunlar\u0131 sorgularken, aya\u011f\u0131m tak\u0131ld\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. yuvarlana yuvarlana bu duruma geldim\u2026 \u015fimdi \u00fcst\u00fcmdeki tozlar\u0131 silip aya\u011fa kalk\u0131yorum. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

ya\u015fan\u0131lan \u015feyleri betimlemek iyi hissettiriyor. iyi ki yazmak var\u2026?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

baz\u0131 anlar ani geli\u015fir, ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131rs\u0131n. bu ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakma olay\u0131 her zaman do\u011fru se\u00e7enek gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmesede yinede en k\u00f6t\u00fc se\u00e7enek de say\u0131lmaz. hayat\u0131m\u0131n son d\u00f6nemlerinde, bilin\u00e7alt\u0131mda oldu\u011fum ki\u015fiyi-as\u0131l fikirlerimi, ger\u00e7ek hayata uyarlamaya-entegre etmeye dair \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 net olarak uygulamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. nas\u0131l ki\u00a0\u2018\u00e7\u00f6mle\u011fi\u2019 ayakta tutan d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki \u015fekil de\u011fil i\u00e7indeki bo\u015fluk ise bende onu baz ald\u0131m. i\u00e7imdeki bo\u015fluklar\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":201,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":217,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions\/217"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}