{"id":42,"date":"2017-10-18T21:47:26","date_gmt":"2017-10-18T21:47:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/?p=42"},"modified":"2026-05-24T19:22:02","modified_gmt":"2026-05-24T19:22:02","slug":"bir-kavgaya-dahil-olmak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/2017\/10\/18\/bir-kavgaya-dahil-olmak\/","title":{"rendered":"bir kavgaya dahil olmak."},"content":{"rendered":"

bir kavgaya dahil olmak…
\n‘var’ olmak i\u00e7in sava\u015fmak.<\/p>\n

fedak\u00e2rl\u0131k yapt\u0131k\u00e7a eksiliyoruz, eksiliyoruz diyenlere k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yoruz. k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a da toparlanmak zorla\u015f\u0131yor… tam her\u015fey k\u00f6t\u00fc gidiyor derken, \u00fcst\u00fcnden bir mart\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor. bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u015fiire, \u015fark\u0131ya ‘sanat’<\/em> olmu\u015f o beyaz gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen gri mart\u0131.<\/p>\n

kanatlar\u0131 r\u00fczgardan a\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, mevsim can\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131yor. denizin \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmemenin hesab\u0131n\u0131 yaparken g\u00f6z\u00fcnden ka\u00e7ak bal\u0131klara k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f, bal\u0131klar\u0131 gizleyen dalgalara da k\u0131rg\u0131n biraz.<\/p>\n

sonra akl\u0131na nadir g\u00f6kt\u00fcrk’\u00fcn betimlemeleri geliyor.<\/p>\n

b\u0131rak uyusun \u015fu deniz, kanatlar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda.
\ngel gezmelere gidelim biz; bulutlar\u0131n asfalt\u0131nda…<\/p>\n

hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n daha \u00f6nceki k\u0131sm\u0131nda var olmay\u0131p daha sonradan gelen ki\u015filere, geride kalan g\u00fcnlerin anahtar\u0131n\u0131 hemen teslim etmeyin. ortas\u0131ndan ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bi kitab\u0131 tahminler y\u00fcr\u00fcterek anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z gereksiz u\u011fra\u015f olur.<\/p>\n

\u00fczmeyelim, \u00fcz\u00fclmeyelim. saral\u0131m, sar\u0131lal\u0131m.\u00a0\ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

u\u011furlar ola.
\nErzurum, Ekim 2017.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

bir kavgaya dahil olmak… ‘var’ olmak i\u00e7in sava\u015fmak. fedak\u00e2rl\u0131k yapt\u0131k\u00e7a eksiliyoruz, eksiliyoruz diyenlere k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yoruz. k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a da toparlanmak zorla\u015f\u0131yor… tam her\u015fey k\u00f6t\u00fc gidiyor derken, \u00fcst\u00fcnden bir mart\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor. bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u015fiire,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":196,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-42","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=42"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":215,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42\/revisions\/215"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/196"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=42"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=42"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=42"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}