{"id":78,"date":"2017-12-15T23:04:20","date_gmt":"2017-12-15T23:04:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/?p=78"},"modified":"2026-05-24T19:21:03","modified_gmt":"2026-05-24T19:21:03","slug":"insan-rejimi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/2017\/12\/15\/insan-rejimi\/","title":{"rendered":"insan rejimi."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>acay\u0131p, bir s\u00fcr\u00fc, kocaman dolu i\u00e7im.<br \/>\nhem insan, hem nesne.<br \/>\nhem fikir, hem eylem&#8230;<br \/>\nt\u00fckenmemek i\u00e7in elimden geleni yaparken, elimde olan enerjiyide yitirdim.<\/p>\n<p>ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m, gittim.<br \/>\n&#8216;amok ko\u015fucusu&#8217; gibi ko\u015farak&#8230;<br \/>\nyolda fark ettim, gitti\u011fim yerde kimsenin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\ndurdum \u015fimdi, yolun ortas\u0131nda&#8230;<br \/>\ngeri d\u00f6nsem; bunca yolu bo\u015fa m\u0131 geldim ?<br \/>\nileriye gitsem; kimse yeti\u015femez&#8230;<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><em>giden bu yolculardan, en \u00e7ok ben \u015fanss\u0131z\u0131m. ne kadar \u00e7ok ya\u015fad\u0131ysam; o kadar \u00e7ok yaln\u0131z\u0131m.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00e7ok \u015fey diyecektim, bi anlam\u0131 kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark edip sustum. ko\u015fmak istedim, beklenilmedi\u011fimi hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, kimse bilmedi.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\ntrabzon, aral\u0131k 2017\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>\u00e7ok kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131z&#8230; insan rejimi \u015fart oldu.<br \/>\ny\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc hafifletmek i\u00e7in t\u00fcm fazlal\u0131klardan kurtulaca\u011f\u0131z.<br \/>\nyormadan, yorulmadan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>acay\u0131p, bir s\u00fcr\u00fc, kocaman dolu i\u00e7im. hem insan, hem nesne. hem fikir, hem eylem&#8230; t\u00fckenmemek i\u00e7in elimden geleni yaparken, elimde olan enerjiyide yitirdim. ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m, gittim. &#8216;amok ko\u015fucusu&#8217; gibi ko\u015farak&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":199,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-78","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=78"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":212,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78\/revisions\/212"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/199"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=78"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=78"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ondertaskaya.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=78"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}